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[01 Jan 2005|07:53pm] |
xjordiex
my new lj
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[01 Jan 2005|05:50pm] |
donnie got a livejournal<3
dirtysmiles9
add him:)
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[30 Dec 2004|04:15pm] |
♥gurls nite♥
im excited. blythe s/a and me are going to din din and then back to mi casa to party like its 1999. im happy. but im also sad cuz i didnt get to see donnie today. i think im gonna get to see him tomorrow which would be awesomely awesome. ah well ill type more later..im starting to write more on my xanga..is that bad? eeek im cheating on livejournal oh snap. ill try to be more faithful!
love yall xox
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| And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me |
[30 Dec 2004|03:23am] |
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And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
so sorry
He grabs my wrist
as my fingers turn into angry fists
and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you
I'll play the part
And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely
And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me
And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too
He said I'm sorry
so sorry
I'm sorry
I am sorry
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[28 Dec 2004|06:08pm] |
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me and donnie got in a fight. i hate this:( i dont know what to friggin do
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[28 Dec 2004|10:55am] |
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this saturday is me and donnies 6 month anniversary
and i found out i have to go to my dads this weekend.
super.
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[27 Dec 2004|10:18am] |
ahh its sam playin dinosaur with the kids!
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[27 Nov 2004|11:49am] |
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i love my boyfriend so much:)
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[18 Nov 2004|08:09am] |
yesterday was fun:)
i hung out with donnie all day, which is always awesome.
then i came back home and carson came over, then sarah-anne, and then kevin. we all hung out and then we went to the tspot and got something to drink. haha driving with kevin is so much fun. he played "bust a move" and did this really weird dance to it haha hed like drive slow past a group of people and then do his little dance haha it was priceless. then we came back to my house and kevin played his guitar. we just hung out and then carson and kevin had to leave cuz my parents werent home and if they had come home, id be dead. after they left sersha came over. sarah anne sersha and i bonded haha we talked a lot and watched rules of attraction. sarah anne got mad at the movie becuz she wanted lauren and sean to get together. and she didnt like the ending so she made up a new one haha. anyways, now were getting ready to leave. were off to LA till the 25th...so i guess ill see yall then!
BuSt A MoVe...
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| "its nice to know we had it all" |
[16 Nov 2004|03:54pm] |
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hey kids.
today i woke up early and went to go get my friggin booster shot..yeah that sucked...but i got starbucks and as we all know, starbucks heals all pain. thennn i had to do friggin credit appeal in the office with this lady that talked to herself the whole time. it sucked majorly. but now im finally home:) im getting ready and cleanin up cuz my erin bo berin cleavage buddie will be here in about an hour. im so excited! welll ill talk to yall later!! xoxox
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[15 Nov 2004|06:03pm] |
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well the abby feud has started back up again....
bring it on bitch.
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[14 Nov 2004|01:19am] |
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i had this totally cool entry and BAM it got deleted..im not really sure how this happened, but it SUCKS. im gonna go watch i love the 90s, eat ice cream, and sleep..bye.
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| benalmadena, spain |
[13 Nov 2004|12:20pm] |
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dry your eyes mate
i know its hard to take but her mind has been made up
theres plenty more fish in the sea
dry your eyes mate
i know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
but youve got to walk away now
its over
--the streets--
oh man, that song is so sad. sersha and i watched the video right when we got back from spain and we just cried and cried. you have no idea how much we miss it there...it was so amazing..you cant even begin to comprehend it...
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[13 Nov 2004|01:33am] |
today was a good day.
i woke up, cleaned my room, and walked up to eckerds to get my pictures. then i went to starbucks. all of this was kinda sad because i was all by myself but hey, who cares. sometimes its nice to just hang out with urself, ya know? then around 5 i went to donnies new apartment! its sooo nice. i really liked it. we walked around the complex for a bit, then we ordered pizza and yeah, we just had a great time. i was really sad to leave:(
haha omg and yeah, he called me tonight and told me that abby wants me and him to hang out with her and her boyfriend sometime this week..i was like ahhhhhh. i agreed to it cuz i know shes good friends with him and its important to him, but im really dreading it. u have noooo idea how much shit shes caused in my life over the past couple of years...i mean...i dono..i just think it will be awkward...and were definately never gonna be friends..it would just be weird. anyways im off to bed...goodnite
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[12 Nov 2004|03:05pm] |
sersha and i at "la cumpula" which was this really popular hangout with a gorgeous view
johnny, me, sersha, and eduardo on tha beach
wow that is definately not a flattering pic of johnny haha
sersha and me on a beach our first day there. there are like 2 middle-ages topless women behind us haha thank god u cant see them clearly! omg one day this like topless grandma was playing paddleball on the beach and like leaping around. haha it was very disturbing.
*sigh* the pretty view from our room
and yet another pretty view
my bellybutttttoonnn
antonio, this cuuuute lil kid, and kuco at the beach
me at "la cumpula"
i cant figure out how to rotate the picture so just turn ur head okay? haha
purdy sersha on tha plane!
*more coming, im just trying to get photobucket to be nice*
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| heres a toast to all those who hear me all too well |
[12 Nov 2004|11:53am] |
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gooooodmorning
im going to donnies house soon:) im excited. i get to see his new apartment! he just moved this weekend. woo hoo for new apartments:)but first im gonna go get my pictures from spain ahhh yay im exciteddddd:) ill post them tonite when i get back from donnies or maybe before, we shall see.
me and cliff had a very interesting converstation this morning. i feel a lot better now cuz he is so understanding and i dunno, i just feel refreshed or something. its hard to expain but yeah we had a nice talk.
well my life is pretty boring so i dont have much to say. sorry! hopefully something crazy and exciting will happen for me to write about, but somehow i highly doubt that.
goodbye, im off to get those spain pix!
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| my friends say ive changed, i dont mind because i live to be deep inside of you |
[11 Nov 2004|06:15pm] |
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howdy:)
i just got back from spending the weekend in lake conroe. it was so much fun, i hadnt been in so long and i had missed it. i rode the jetski and kneeboarded and wakeboarded. im soo sore! i need to get back in shape:( but yeah it was so much fun. i love wakeboarding. the people we went with had a digital camera so they are gonna email the pictures soon. ill make sure to post them when i get em. im also getting my pictures from spain back tomorrow, so ill post those too.
i had a great weekend, and it really cleared my head. i hope everyone else is doin well too.
<3 jordie <3
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| i can't help but start singing lines from all our favorite songs |
[10 Nov 2004|08:27am] |
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donnie and i have been fighting a lot lately.
i hate fighting, but ESPECIALLY with him:(
last night we patched things up but for some reason i still feel sad, like were still fighting or something. i really dont know what is wrong with me. i hope this whole thing passes.
im just so confused about so many things. im going to lake conroe this weekend so hopefully being away from everything will give me time to clear my head. ill talk to yall sunday night when i get back.
<3 jordan <3
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[08 Nov 2004|07:15pm] |
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well my mother made me take out my bellybutton ring. so that sucks. BIG time. and now i can see straight through the hole...thats kinda gross.
my dad came to take me to dinner tonight and my mom made me show him and he was like "so....there are worse things she could be doing. she doesnt have a tattoo, she doesnt smoke, she doesnt do drugs, shes not pregnant....if this is the worst thing she does during her teens then i think were doing pretty good." (right on dad!) and my moms like "i dont care its coming out now!" and my dad was like "well i guess my vote doesnt count" and i said "mom hes the other half of the parental unit! he should decide too!" but yeah no such luck. so the pimpin pink ring (well it wasnt a ring it was more like a bar with a pink diamond but whatever u get the point) is gone:( and it was so effin cute too!! im really sad. why cant i live with my dad? hes infinity times more understanding. so now i have to wait till im 18 to get it again. i dont wanna go thru that pain again ugggghh stupid mom.
well ill stop bitching about it. life goes on.
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| you said, "you've got something deep inside of me" |
[08 Nov 2004|03:29pm] |
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well, im back kiddos.
spain was by far one of the greatest things thats ever happened to me. god was it amazing. spain is the greatest place on earth. sersha and i made sooo made soooo many awesome friends and memories. i miss spain. we went to the beach almost everyday and partied everynight. we had so much freedom, it was awesome. they dont ask for id there;) so jordan had some fun. haha her grandpa was so funny. we were at the grocery store one day and hes like, do u want a pack of beer or something? so he bought us corona. it was awesome. but we didnt spend much time with the grandparents at all because we were always with the guys. they were so awesome, every single one of them. i cant wait to get my pictures developed. i took a lot, and im gonna post em all on here so get ready. oh and they smoke A LOT of hash there. haha. we were at our friend johnnys house and his dad was SMOKING WITH THEM haha it was funny and he was like u want some? haha i never thought someones dad would offer me hash. it was funny. well spain was definately a lot of fun as partying goes but there was a lot more to it. it was BEAUTIFUL. and being there made me realize that a lot of stuff i thought mattered really isnt important. it made me realize what REALLY counts. it made me realize i dont care what people think. i dont know, its kind of hard to expain, but im just a lot more content with everything. i know what matters, whats important to me, and im happy.
theres so much more to say about the trip but ill save that for later when i have pictures to post:)
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